Ramble II

Well I arrived home after a very long day and I must say that it's great to have the weekend off. What will I do?  I am not sure I am just relaxing and going with the flow. Having spoken to a few people there are all sorts of things that are going on it seems. Both the great thing as well as areas that we only understand by way of having the mutuality.

I have a cousin that was the youngest of his family and more than likely he was pampered by his mother. She was on my mother's side and I was asked to get involved to some extent. I have not heard from him, all that I know is that he has to get on with his life. In calling his older brother - it was clear to see that all areas between the family had been exercised.

My main telephone call was to this older cousin, to most of all have him and his wife keep on making the calls to my mother as called me and I could tell that here is a time in which she does not have the calls that she used to. And Delvin, the older cousin was one that was always up on things.  And that gives way to something positive entering within my mother's realm that once she has a few calls from people and relations that are positive it all leads to something that makes her day.

As for me I have not had much time for blogging and yet each night before I go to bed, I often have that thought or that image I wish to share, but the priorities don't allow it at this time, therefore it's all within the write.

It's been a week one that I have been tested on and the mind shift of the times of work have been a test, but I am slowly getting used to it.  I had a retired army gent that was testing me more than what was ordinary. So at a certain time, I knew that I was new but at the same time I understood that you take so much and then you come back with the questions. As I am, nor will I be subject to one older gent that bases everything on ego.  So we had a meeting with the local boss in which he called for. And then I went into study mode. After it all all the team on the task force indicated to me not to pay attention to it. I did, and yet I didnt. I wanted to prove that I am vigilent in doing what I do.  And today's date probably with a small random of mistakes - I did it. There are two people that are on this team/office that have been there for more than 20 years and they are sharp as sharp can be, and as well they have that humanistic quality. Both without any politics told me not to worry about anything and that to be able to do what they do takes time. And that time will be afforded to me.

So I had this office meeting with the boss and with this one person in particular that called the meeting --- and we went through everything on Wednesday.  The other person was excused and then my superior told me that I have to pay attention to the particulars. I did not mention anything personal, but I said it would be done. And effectively today's date it was done.

When I left, I said "have a good evening gentleman", and everyone greated me the same, the one person in particular whom I went out of my way after to indicate my respect, as he could be correct in what he is doing - it's just a military style - and he indicated "we will see you on Monday". I wished him a good weekend and thanked him.

I am certainly glad the weekend came, as for the next two days I am relaxing and all I know is that without my ego getting involved here is that I do my best and that is all that I can do, and more than likely I have one person that is from the "old school", and I am not in competition with but am learning from. If you can learn this way, along with the others - which is much more different - you can do it very well.  Perhaps, just perhaps, I am being trained by a person that is either nuts or is one of those old souls that knows his chops in a way that will challenge me, but make for a great way.

That is the way I look at it. And now here we are at the end of October. Can you believe it?  I arrived home each day this week with the need to just take a nap and then wake up and study. Then I would go back to bed and wake up just before 5:00a.m. in the morning.

Tomorrow I plan on sleeping in. And whatever comes about for the weekend is what comes about. As this has been a week that has been challenging the say the least. However, weekend now for me at this moment mean relaxing and doing what I enjoy. Whatever that is, is what it will be.

I probably won't have any picture unless I go back in time for some, so for now I rely merely on what I write. But with all being said I am sure that others in some ways have had there own challenges as well. For the betterment. If you look at what takes place and then evaluate it outside of the realm from where it is -------- it seems to me you understand it much better.

Such is life and we are not millionaires, perhaps there may be some, but for me I am pleased with my placement.

 

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