Past Quandaries....

Today was a day in which I carried out two deeds one for myself as well as one for my father as I think I mentioned.  And it’s all something that really went well.  So I thought I would write on something that I came up with as yeah I can be very perspective with things in life, and at the same time I do know that I am not perfect and I guess here on multiply we place all that to the way side. Or do we?  Doesnt our past define where we have been, rooted in a manner of making and shaping up whom we are?  In some manner a way which is a continual thread leading to where we are now? 

 

If we were struck with amnesia today and there was no recollection we would be required to carry on gaining a life's worth of wisdom without the luxury of our history.  However, for some that go through a situation whereby they have lost time, I do believe there isn’t a manner from which to retrieve, but there is the luxury of gaining by way of the luxury of moving ahead.  At that time there were no expectations, no opinions based on behavior, nor decisions we made.  We never assumed things we just did them. This is an old picture of myself my older brother and older sister. Yes I am the short guy...:)

Of course, I was aware of at a certain age of responsibilities beyond just living and enjoying each day.  But at an early age we all were gifted with the pleasure of not having to think with regards to what we did, we just did things without thinking.  And in some cases we learned and yet we certainly had some fun, ah yes up till the age of around seven years old, or around that age.  But yet within our past I am sure we revisit it and have pleasurable recollections, which did bring us to whom and what we are now.  Within recollections I find them to be of benefit with fond memories and as well I feel in some manner they give way to and understanding or some thread of what we are made of.

At any age do we completely stop?  I don't think we ever do.  I think that we all in our own manner go forward.  Otherwise we go forward in a manner as adults where we become people with old or current hopes unfulfilled.  There is always a way.  I don’t place a lot into age, as for myself, I believe that if we can mix our mature side and our child like side we can think outside of the status quo and embark on areas in which we might make mistakes – but we continually grow.  And how that is done is to each their own.  As no two people are alike, yet the respects of how people “do it”, is all that really matters.

 

I wouldn't trade my jaunts of the past as they have always leaded me towards the future in some manner...which leads me to where I am today. I don't think I would really desire it to be any other way in the manner in which we come into this world and go through the phases of life itself.