Boundaries...Rendering Them...

I know my Boundaries

If there is one thing that I was fortunate enough to have was a foundation but as well a foundation based on an art and I call it Aikido. Although I am not teaching it I really do know where when to just flow with things and tonight for me the best thing that I could do was head out to the gym and burn off some steam.

I don’t know how to describe I got on here and most wouldn’t but I was not about to start making calls or anything like this as it’s not my way.

So within my way I will just let it all out and as well I do meditate, funny enough but within this gym on the third floor I will sit in what is called seiza and I will just breath thing out and let them go.

But all said I thank you for your comments and I have not made a quick decision but I had met with one good friend of my families whom knows the situation as he was my father’s attaché – yet he is much more of a neat man that has hobbies and so on and he asked me if something had happened. I told him and he told me a few stories and his wife prepared supper and with Mel, I got some solid advice and what to do at this stage and I already knew that was the best thing.

As well he said to me that there were many men that paid a large price if they were not perfect back in the “old days” and he like many of you – really said much of what is said here.

Thereafter I headed to the gym. Was more focused on just training as I have my own agenda of things that I am doing.

Each one of you – I really do appreciate this as last night I had it and I was ready to just take a trip to my friend in Drumheller. But rather I just went with the flow.

I don’t run away from things – but I do look for the good things that are happening and within my family I have always done my own thing much like my brother but there was a time that I was really doing much but that time has past and all things are set up with nurses and all – for myself – I walk my own trail and I am comfortable in doing so. It was a rough ride yesterday and no one needs to go through things like this over a period of eight years for but that is the way that I think about it. One thing is I know what I need to find within my world is a companion and stop holding off on it. I remember coming back from NY and my friend Knut said to me, don't go looking for women in other places let them come to your world or find one right here. Anyhow that is not the meaning of this write but this was is there are times I will stand my ground.

 

As well, I knew a great gal where I was living and unfortunately she I had lost her number as she was a very nice one going through something and it's high time for me to get that going within my life as well but not in a manner that one is chasing to fix problems but to just meet while doing things and who knows gradually it comes to be something.

 

It's all within a flow I feel.

 

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