Today was one of those days where I met with my doctor in Saskatoon and so far so good. It does sometimes take for another to indicate the progress one is making rather than the other. There are those miracles either large or small that come into ones life. I would suppose that most anyone has had something which curtails there progress – sometimes it can be oneself, sometimes it can be surroundings, and sometimes it just comes by way of something which triggers the effect.
I have been doing well when it comes from a very good doctor and as he had mentioned I am dealing with things which within this respite process can appear now and then – and that is just natural. I was able to go and meet up with my folks and without malice. For that I am truly pleased. Although it has been a long day I am glad how things have worked out. I have always done things on my own and I find that those of which one surrounds themselves with online or offline there is a beneficial factor. Of which it does go both ways in a good way which renders that reciprocating effect. I shall be back doing my training and tomorrow as well as then getting together with a gent and his wife whom I had met. It’s funny how things are and you ponder the meaning of why did this have to come about. Yet I believe in the ideal of patients and the process of returning back within full stride with what I have embarked upon.
Within this trip which I had made into the city today’s date, I was glad that I was able to meet with family. And I feel that two things which were necessary were accomplished. I have always believed in family. Yet the intention with this has been one to take that necessary pause and then to have the opportunity of getting together with this couple – shall be something that leads into something good. I have made great gains within the physical side and still have a ways to go within this goal I have in place. The eve I hope to get a good nights rest and then it’s back to the grind, but I am learning things which I have placed away for a long time.
Today could have been a taxing day yet it was a fortunate one. It’s all within the manner of perspectives. Spring is right around the corner and this process of respite and healing are not all full of glamour – what I have found is that there are things which come up. And I am learning to let go of the negatives and process more of the positives.
I would surmise that this is a mental and physical process combined within what is a respite.
I hear ya Jack. I'm mine own worst enemy sometimes too, with being harder on myself than I should or need to be. It is so very hard some days to be patient with ones self and not long for much more progress than we are doing.
ReplyDeleteAs the saying goes, "An acorn doesn't become a big oak tree over night." And suffice to say, not even in ten or twenty years, which seems so long to us sometimes. We actually have to give that acorn forty or fifty years to see its great potential. Not great news when we want things accomplished in a week or a month or even a year, but as the other saying goes, "Patience is a virtue." And us humans are given ample opportunities to develope that virtue, right - lol.
Glad you are looking after yourself and getting help, you have helped others for a long time, it's your turn...
ReplyDeleteIt's great to hear that things are going well for you.
ReplyDeleteAs you wrote is a mental and physical process combined within what is a respite. Good luck for you, dear Jack. I wish you all the best, my dear friend.
ReplyDeleteSweet night for you, besos.
I was glad how things turned out and today was a good day with all taken into account.
ReplyDeleteThis morning I was back to it and I am glad that there was this visit yesterday with
ReplyDeletemy folks as I do believe within family but from a distance I believe is best Vicky.
Today I met someone and one thing leads into another. Coupled with good weather.
Thank you Elaine, this is a pause period but not an isolation period.
ReplyDeleteI never have been but last Sunday I was. Patience is a virtue but Susan I believe we all are different and some are more driven than others.
ReplyDeletePerhaps that all comes by way of genetics. Yet this is where I render a slow down and come to be attune to my own
time and agenda as what I have found is that one can have ups and downs. But too face what is the root some may
be avoidant, but I have no options but to face things and it might now always be as perfect but more often than
not it seems to work out as yesterday was a good warranted trip to both my doc as well as to see my folks.
was your sister there? sounds like you have better visits when shes not involved, so I bet not.......I'm pleased to hear you are doing well Jack. congrats!!! hugs.
ReplyDeleteNo thank god your right! So it was good, I am doing well and I have been doing the same morning grind but it was nice to
ReplyDeletehave be able to make a visit with them as I wasnt going to until the end of the month. But this doc of mine
literally got on the phone after the check up and called them and it went well.
"And I am learning to let go of the negatives and process more of the positives"
ReplyDeleteThis can be difficult , I am in the midst of that myself,and what a process it can be.
I wish you well Jack.
great.. awesome day..
ReplyDeleteyour lucky to have a Dr. who goes that extra mile for you.......Perhaps you can arrange visits with your parents in this manner where it doesnt involve other family members.
ReplyDeletetake good care of yourself too Jack
ReplyDeleteIt's been working well Lisa. I spoke with my mother last night. So with all concerned
ReplyDeleteI have been doing well. And if I have the chance I shall write on it tomorrow as I am
taking one day off to go walk some pugs. And then meet with a gent.
Thanks Tori...
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