Thursday, November 11, 2010

Thank you....

Thank you to all I was away and for a reason and I have many things that I have to take at hand but I am doing it slowly. As I was off line for a while as I did go into hospital. I am going slowly and I have a seven month period which I have to build things back upwards. This is probably the most courageous thing that I have had to face. I appreciate all the notes althought I have not answered them all but I forget the date that I went into the hospital. So I appreciate your understanding trust is significant within these times online and offline. And well I am doing the best that I can right now. It's not in the game for any photos unfortunately however during this time I don't have much choice but to read and write and don't mind me, as it's not easy to write however fortunate I am alive and thats as simple as I can put it. So I may be writing more (most are saying oh no here he comes again lol) but I am trying to be very honest with you. So I think I had mention a good night the last time or something with regards to politics all I know right now is the very essence of life.

I could say I wish this never had happened to me but it happened, and this is literally this first day at home. It's rememberance day up here.

My neuro processes are not perfect right now  but I do understand everything that is wrote and I certainly look forward to utilizing this as a partial tool within a very cathardic or rebuilding as I have some work cut out for me. Within a perspective I look at things this way I can be human and I could be within a pity potty over all of this or I can subscribe to accepting things and working forward.

So with that said I certainly think it fits within the words of "thank you".

 

36 comments:

  1. your much welcome ... and you take care, please

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  2. Thank you if I would not be here I would not have taken care so it's a good thing.

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  3. Big hug and I am so glad you are ok! You had me very worried. Even if you can only post a smiley face now and them we will be happy to know you are still around!!!

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  4. hi friend, go ahead with stamina. take care. hugs from Italy

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  5. Thank you Sharon - lol well I am and this is the very first day upon being home - happy veterans day...

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  6. Hey man, thank you Nico thank you very much. I am doing just exactly that grazie to you.

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  7. Oh my goodness Jack. I was getting quite worried about you, my friend. You take your sweet time and stay focused. Strength will come as you work on it one bit at a time. {{HUGGS}}

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  8. Take care of yourself first.. Multiply isnt going anywhere. :)

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  9. Doing just that although there is a little bit of discordination, I am doing fine Maggie. Don't mind me if I write and write LOL.
    Hugs and thank you.

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  10. lol I did, I think it will be nice to write a tad Rashmi yeah. So seven months for total congnitive recovery. Is the glass half full or half empty....I am not sure but this is the time for the flow.

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  11. Welcome back and hope you are feeling better

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  12. Lovely to see you back Jack. And the glass is always half full.

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  13. Rest when you need to, we're here! Glad to hear from you

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  14. I was wondering about you during the week, Jack. Sorry this has happened... but, as you said, you are ALIVE! Good luck with your recovery, it will take time, but you have lots of that! Hugs

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  15. Hi Toni and yeah I know. I am not down at all but I do appreciate what you are saying - thanks again.

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  16. I was up at the hospital at 5am this morning and thereafter I am glad there is a connection Cheryl I just literally woke up after taking a tad of a nap
    and so it's all rather good.

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  17. Why am I hearing that song by James Taylor "You've Got a Friend" :), thanks there Caroline.

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  18. Yeah Summer I am still alive, so I do count that and I can assure you that it's all a good thing. I came to a point where I forgot about being sorry and started to think on where I can take this and where the future come as I have a little time on my hands and I used to get very frustrated with time however this is something I am just letting go of and now when I look at all that time lost - how often I thought within a certain manner. Yet right now all I can do is really in what I can do so I guess that is within an appreciation of sorts. Thanks. Time is something I have always been truly pushing all wires and well I guess this is where one has to change the mindset and not think within terms of everyone else but in accord with my own self. So this shall be some from which to come to terms with or .........................well there is not a choice here so this is what I have at hand and I can look back and smile after all has been accomplished right now I am just settling so thanks.

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  19. It's ironic Tee as you were the one that I literally had mentioned that something was wrong and thereafter I was gone - perhaps you knew all along regardless I am miles further than what all took place after one hour - I can assure you of one thing some Hospital Food IS actually good :)
    Gotcha :)

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  20. Lovely to hear from you, take the time to mend. Peace be with you always, Michelle

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  21. Thanks Michelle not much more that I can say other than that....I certain do thank you and there has
    been and is something gained from all of this.

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  22. Thanks for letting us know. I hope you will recover fully. We missed you.

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  23. Well I am just reading several blogs you I am amazed with some of the areas that you write upon and you literally do find some very thought provoking areas on this very day. So over here out west I am just watching television while reading and it's truly nice.

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  24. Thank you. I do have wide interests. You and me both out west, however I heard that you got hit with lots of snow.

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  25. No unless it's in the forecast but I have not looked but actually we nearly have any snow here. And yes it's rather nice to read some of the writings upon this very day.

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  26. I thought it was on the news that you guys had been hit by snow again. It was a few days ago.

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  27. Well I was not home at that time. Three or two days ago we had some snow but it's nearly all gone. Yet it shall again! :)

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  28. None here at all but we may get a skiff tomorrow morning.

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  29. Hey there lovely to see you back at the comp, take time to recoup, rest my friend
    hugs Xx

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  30. Well I had a great rest the first at home and it was grand. So I have set up some thing which include a nurse and a few other things and
    well this may be a good time to slowly get into the jest of writing and perhaps a book. I do have one a few goals that I have set out during this period.
    So I not over thinking it but literally just doing the good old cadence thing.

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  31. Just take it easy, rest, simply enjoy life. I may not be here much longer. Still having internet problems, and there is no other internet here but satellite, & it is horrible & expensive. So, we may have it turned off. But, I wish you well always. Hugs, Cath

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  32. so glad you are finally home. prayers to you each and every day!!! i was off here too for about a week with my oldest son in the hospital and it felt more like a month. you are strong and will find that strength within you even more so now!!! i'm sure the hardest thing for you is resting...hehehe. :*

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  33. Thanks again Kimmy this was not expected but I am not down I am reading to just do some cathardic writes as this is the beginning of a good recovery journey. Resting is not within my plans....you are right on the mark there. There is a good time to rest but I would rather do it all within a balance and I shall.
    Smiling literally!

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