By No Mean...

By no means do I wish to turn any one off on here, I have take some people off my block list as before this I myself no that there was some misunderstandings. And I think that the key in all of this process in which I am going through is to relinquish some of the good ties that I had within here. I very well know this is for enjoyment and so often we tend to think that someone is whining and complaining however I dont wish to I wish to write within a cathardic and real manner I have sent out some invites and I can tell you that it's great to just have that connection within writing.  So there are some that I have sent out and email to a few people and if you have the time to email me I would certainly find it great as well if there are some that accept my invite or reinvite it would be nice. I am not into drama, I think I have had my share of it and this is somewhere between point "A" to point "B" for me. So to keep occupied haha if it was summer at least I could lay out and catch the rays but that is not within the game but I do sincerely hope that some do reaccept my invite and as well I know, I just know there are some decent people out there and this is a time that when you are a semi homebody in recuperation the key is to keep the mind working otherwise you will fall into a depression so for those that have it in them I certainly do hope that you do accept my invite and I hope through this duration that friends stay as friends. Right now at this time if I had it my way, I would be within a gym and thereafter heading out and taking some pictures but I will be able to within the future and I had mention to one friend of this term called "I Can" as ironically I thought of the term several times while in the hospital and it's ironic how certain terms do stay with you and do have an impact as do the variety of thoughts from friends.

 

Being as authentic as I can be