Memories and Purpose and then Some...

Memories combined with Purpose:

I have never wrote as much as I have today. As some of you may know I returned back here from Montreal, as well (I will say it), I am was raised within America and then have been here in Canada for around some 50 percent of my life. Purpose is that commodity that what ever it may be you are doing something the combination of memories and momentary purpose are intrinsic.

This is not a bad story, my father has been declining for sometime and when I arrived back here only by way of family was I told that his treatments have been stopped according to family here say. Today, I decided to get to the root of the matter and meet up with the Oncologist that has been treating him for some five years now. As we talked he could see that there was a situation at hand and the gp basically just wings it. So I felt the need to go right to the source rather than let this carry on for another month as he is declining probably due to the thought that he now facing his end. Mind you he is not in great shape but he has that determination. So what I found was that with regards to the type of treatment that he is receiving has not changed, the oncologist has placed him with another oncologist which now takes it to another level I suppose. After we talked and it's ironic how I have not been in the picture but when I met with Dr. Hadder, he immediately said that he is going to have his head nurse call my mother and that he is going to have him in. When I left I was glad as sometimes you have to be an advocate. And sometimes how my father has been so relied on - it's not as easy as it seems to do. I guess that comes down to families. The folks never want to "rock the boat" however, I don't rock it, I just know that everyone has that given right to know what is going on. So the area of cancer treatment and that he is at his tail end with cancer is all wrong. As well, I left with a handshake and within the next few days my father will be probably be admitted back into the hospital by the this Oncologist to whom really is the center of all that goes on which will lead to internal medicine again adjust his medication. There after, I went and indicated everything to my mother and then to him and there is hope. Now I know that it's a tedious task but that was my purpose for today and I just went about writing on here as it kept me occupied. Hence purpose.

Different Subject - Jealousy

You can't please everyone there is a friend of mine that I came to know about two years ago, I am not going to name names. She knows whom she is and there was this question of jealousy. I promised myself that I would not occupy too much of my time to blogging as I have some of my own things in which I have to tend to but what I find is that offline and online there will always be people that are jealous. Now the way I see it is in real life, there are those that will be jealous for what ever reasons and play those mind games yet then there are those that have convictions. One that has purpose is busy doing there own thing while some well you know what I mean and so often jealousy stems from the either misunderstandings, envy, arrogance, misunderstanding and so on. When I left off for a while I knew that there were postures and postulations going on. Recently there is one gent that has a term wrote on his blog, "I will Not tolerate disrespect here..Play nice or dismiss your self." Makes sense to me. I recall while I was in Montreal how SOME would cast you off as they were the old school french of Quebec. I saw it happen so many times with a few that although I was in a bilingual and predominantly english area, there would be some that would start up a discussion in English with me and then one would jump in and try to turn the entire conversation in French as they had no desire to have what the ASSUMED was a english speaking Canadian. Arrogance at it's best. I would just excuse myself and go about my own thing. However that does not make up all. Yet there will be division and I am no perfect on here but this friend of mine that hails from Germany is a forthright person, and it takes time to know really whom people are. For the longest we have had some division but I have never hated her, I just knew she wrote in a manner of her own. JUST LIKE MYSELF AND JUST LIKE YOU.

When people can open up the boundaries and understand precisely what a person is writing that is when there is a justice to what this is about. So it was a rather tedious day yet it had purpose and then some. I love to write and I certainly do hope this is of value and some consideration, especially the later part here. As simple as it is, I LOVE TO WRITE AND READ and I don't belong to any group right now as I love to write individually. I am not selling anything here I am just I guess writing within a dialogue which I intended to do earlier and I literally don't want everyone on my blog yet there are some rather interesting bloggers on here to say the least.

This is an arena in which we all find of interests, but within a level minded interest. It does make sense to me and I hope to you as well.

So it's been a "me" kind of day and there is a merit within this write as you can't please all, you CAN have differences and commonalities as it's all within the manner of life. Peace and enjoy it for there have been some pretty good things within this modern age of "computing on the go". People will be people and with that said, I read a blog today that said, "I CAN".

Take that time to read and gain an understanding of those which can be good friends. I think it's worth it...maybe you do as well.