Obligations during the Season

Obligation has many sides to it we do what we deem fit. And I am not sure it that is obligation or if it's something on just does. I met with my folks with the hospital and I just arrived home just an hour ago. One will go through many feelings and then come to understand it once they find that center of what they are and whom they are. So here it's that time of the year and I can honestly say that I am starting to come to terms with it all. Of course on is human and it can be very trying but you just carry on. I am in that state of being if you will that I am comfortable with it all and in some manner perhaps that is from something within. I have not had the time to take any pictures today as it's been a busy day. For myself there merits of life are those in which we choose. Hence, the glass is half empty of the glass is half full.

It's the option of the person to render the best of what can be rather than what can't be. In no manner am I feeling down with regards to this one has to just realize their own foundation and carry on. As that is what life is. I will be going back into the hospital tomorrow to once again speak with specialists. And these professionals are truly doing there best and it's very good health care I may add.  So you just place in the cadence and carry on in a manner the fits your own way. I thing that falls into the category of rendering the true independence of ones own being.
Over the last three days I have been fortunate to have some old family friends calling from primarily New York as I have always kept in touch with all of them as I literally was raised with them and one really can't just do it on there own. It's all within the spirit of the season and then some. Certainly I feel obliged to tend to these medical family matters, but at the same time the manner the manner I am dealing with them are within a cadence if you will. What may lay in the outcome I am not sure but this is were one really renders the best of there most inner self. So within the day it's been what one would call a busy one but at the same time you render the best of your own self without burning out. I think that is all within cadence. Certainly I do feel fine with everything and if I was to say I feel perfect with the situations that have been going on I would certainly be in denial. I know there will come a day that I can look back on this and see it all from a very different vantage. In the meantime, I have talked with a few friends of mine as well as have found that there are others that are going through the very same thing within their own families as well so you place it all up on a "mental" bookshelf and come back to it the next day and one does carry on.

Certainly I never expected so many things to come about during such a short period of time but where there is hope and acceptance there is always something good that does come out of it all. I think it all comes down to how one handles things is within sync with there own inner harmony if you will. Everyone seemingly handles things in different manners. However, I have come to realize that this could be taking place at any given time of the year.