New Years Eve

This morning I headed out for a run and again I never looked at the temperature needless to say I had my camera but the temperatures have gone down to extremely low conditions. So I was planning to head out for the evening to this one place but naw it's just too cold. Up here we had this cold front that came and it's going down to -40 tonight. I have no problems with this as it's one day of many too come.　 So I just see it as another day. I have never been an isolationist within my life. But I do admit this has been a year. I am not too proud to say that. But what I do know is what comes within the future and what is within the making. So I am content with that when I reviewed my blog and the last year it's been a large undertaking when I moved here. Yet I have had those times that one really does ponder the meaning of it. I could go there but it's much more of what we embrace and enjoy. To each there own. For myself when I look at this year I find that it's been one of a transformation of sorts. I have come to learn the hard way (there for it’s now not hard) as from the day that I moved here from another city, which benchmarks the time that I was back on here, to the situations that happened within my family and then my own areas - it was something that has been an ordeal. But I think past it all, certainly everyone wants something a little more but within that more I think there is that contentment that one does find within. Actually I am much more happier within my own manner now than I was just six months ago, for that matter even as I have been going all over I have learned more about this area of cadence. I would have never imagined that I would go through a period as such but one comes to gain more of a good understanding.

I think we place too much weight in holidays. Perhaps each day is a new year and a new day. But don’t get me wrong I certainly do look forward to the beginning of this New Year.　In a way it's already began. So there is a large difference in being alone or in being lonely. I don't feel lonely at all not due to this blog but just within the last month I have come to realize that transformation effect. One never completely changes but we do move ahead, not due to a date within time but within our own cadence. What can be is what shall be, and that is within what I see as the true value of individuality. As there are no two people that are alike. Yet there is this thing called "herd mentality".

But within this cold weather that just came overnight I think that many are just staying home tonight the younger ones are heading out but after this morning and going for a run I was thinking of several things. It's funny how one tends to think, yet for me the best thing of all is freedom. Freedom means so many things. And within freedom there is abundance even on the coldest day. Ironically the forecast is that the day after the New Year it's going up to -9 Celsius + 32 in Fahrenheit. You can't forecast the weather but you can estimate where you are going.

I step back look at the past and then work forwards. It is what it can be and out and out with the old and in with the new.