The Universal Key...of Being.

Well I was up early today and I went for a drive around town and found that after the last two weeks the river has been the highest that I have seen in years. As well, for this time of the year we usually are very hot but for some reason there is a change this summer. It’s not the usual. Yet it was nice to get out a take a drive around and see all that has changed. Now in getting back I find that this is the time to push. To get out and reconnect as for one month I literally spent the entire time staying within a house at least now I can breath I know that there are steps in this but I feel that there are still many things to do…. mind you I did delete one note on my blog as I am merely a blog not a forum for people to debate and debated.  There are certainly those that are self-centered and then there are those that have the ability to think past themselves. I have two weeks to just mend from a situation that was not all that great – meanwhile I have always found the best in things but in this case I found there to be not a society but more so a person.

Yet it’s great to be home and I can see what all is going on within the world. Before I couldn’t, as there were neighbors that would enjoy talking to me and then there was one that would make sure that she would interrupt the conversation and go into French knowing all to well that I was not fluent – and many did pick up on it. As within Quebec especially all the places that I went there was a great amount of people that were progressive. All spoke English and French.

I guess within my last post I was not talking so much about a society of discourse more so an individual that was going through something. I didn’t know I would be arriving there on their sick leave for stress and other ailments yet there was something that I just knew. Rather that fight with it where ever we went there came a point that I knew to do my own thing was the best thing. And I met some tremendous people in Quebec. I really did. Now here as I have went through this town I know that it’s a great place. Certainly I have some situations with my own family. My father (which I did not mention has been taken off his Cancer treatment, so I will have to meet up with some doctors there this was the merit of my getting fed up with one that was so angry all the time while when I recieved this word I knew it was the final calling, To get the heck out of a situation as I didnt need it, nor would anyone, I literally spent all my time being controlled and having calls from this persons friend telling me that I should have look more into this so I feel for her and care for her as well as talked to her the other night but I kept it short and told her that within time perhaps we can be friends again - was it love. No, was it friendship no - I knew from three of her friends that I had walked into a problem and I am not a priest nor caregiver any longer. A very smart man as well as very smart women told me one thing. Seemingly of experience, and they said take care of Jack. Seems reasonable to me and I am doing just that…mind you when I am amongst some other people I am doing tremendous and then when your taking care and putting your self aside. You loose sight of what and whom you are as I did within a small house in Quebec. I loved Quebec as many places I have been, but I was not fond of the company and knew that right after two months. There are some people that may be going thought something – been there myself but they seemingly impose it on others.

What is Universal is that we are all Human Beings

Seemingly I am not down but have learned something…. and some people make those mistakes and life is a risk but to embrace what one can be and not get lost in tending to everyone around them might just be something we do, yet at the same time tend to yourself and surround yourself with positive people of worth online and offline.