I find it hard at times to say anything regarding it but I know within it all where there is a will there is always a way. So I just leave it there. I will not surrender within what I wish to do and the largest hope that I do have right now is just to have it were things work out. I am sure that they will.
Sometimes writing about it all is overwhelming but I find that calm and I understand that after tomorrow morning is finished then things shall work out fine.
I guess it’s a surrendering of self – with the hopes that there is good news that comes about with my matters. Tomorrow I will have my final testing and gosh I will be glad when it’s over with.
Acceptance is the key, but sometimes the ideals are hard to think about and put into placement, as you want to be able to do all the things that you have done before. But for now I just accept it and do it.
Thereafter I will take it from there in a positive manner. Sometimes you just have to think in a manner that is productive regardless especially when one is waits for the next day...
I hope things will be fine...I believe if there is hope there is life. You just hold on and things will turn out right..*big hugs for you Jack! * :)
ReplyDeleteYeah Rosie, I am rendering that and I know this is just thinking prior to what takes place tomorrow. And I hold on to that hope that this will pass and well you know what I mean I think.
ReplyDeleteI just wish to get on with it and be done with this tomorrow...
You will be alright Jack! This too shall pass... you will see. Hugs from me to you.
ReplyDeleteYep it will and I think I am going to just head outside for a while and then read or preoccupy myself and tomorrow it will be a new day.
ReplyDeleteBest of luck, have faith
ReplyDeleteI understand how you are feeling, when I was first tested for diabetes, I thought this is nothing, surely...it hasn't shown up in our family this generation, and then the doctor called and confirmed that I do,indeed have diabetes. I didn't take it well, in fact, I was devastated! They had called me up on the phone to tell me the results, not knowing that it would put me in complete shock! I just sat there, when I heard, and cried, with the nurse still on the phone.
ReplyDeleteI think it's natural to react that way. I've come to accept it, as of late, although it has wreaked havoc with my life, at times. Dealing with my mother's death recently, made my blood sugar skyrocket, and I was very forgetful about taking my medicines. Now I realize that the situation is only going to improve if I really work at it, stick to my diet, take my meds, and get plenty of exercise. I have to take control over it, not let it control me.
I hope everything goes well, and you know the results soon. Be strong! I'm here praying for you!
Sounds as though you're facing some medical issues of note? Sorry to hear that and hope all the test results are favorable---take care of yourself.
ReplyDeleteLet us know the outcome of your tests, please !!
ReplyDeleteIn the meantime I shall keep you in my thoughts....
Love and light
Have fun Sue.
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