Right now I am not on any medication with regards to this so I just work with it. In an authentic manner I look at the best in things and I don't worry with regards to other matters.
It's actually funny how I have been pushing myself and then coming to realize that there is something that may be much different but within it all I keep my chin up. I am privy to some other areas that will leave me with the privy to do what ever I wish to within life.
I don't think about this day and night - certainly when I had this mentioned to me - I was felt that all that was possible at the age of 42 was gone but as many I then rendered the positive. Something that may very well be diagnosed does not mean that it's a disability unless I allow it. Do I worry about this - no. I actually have come into a calm and am slowly telling a few good friends within my realm of life.
Have I had family situational problems with a sibling that suffers from a mental illness certainly. As well have I attended to my family most definitely. As it's a very wet day, I just arrived home and know where my placement is. When I know definitely where this all is then I can work along with it.
So within it all I know that where there is a will there is always a way.
No doom and gloom here - I leave that for others to work out - but if I need to vent I do have a very good friend offline and as well some very good friends now that are here within the city that I live as well as I know the word gets around quickly within all the friends that I have known. And with all that said - smiling - we have a tornado warning again.
But I love it when it rains and as well when it shines!
Peace,
Jack
Now that I have said this I do hope that you don't cast me as a disabled, my hopes are that each and everyone of us from Annette, Hiedi, Charles, Byron, Kieth, Mia, Cal, Lyn, Jenna, Danette, Dani, Doug, Lynn, Anna, Rosie,Karyn, and Cheryl and so many more as well as the moderators of Picture Perfect...My hopes are that this does not change the manner in which we write. I have been authentic here since nearly the inception of this blog and I see this as something positive rather than negative. Where will I be within the future. I don't think about that right now I just think about what I wish to do and create in my life on my very own.And there have been some newcomers of the likes of Tony and a few others but I don't need to names all the names but I guess I did. We do have exchanges and everything does remain the same except that I have just came home as it's very terrible weather and right now I have to just wait till next week with all of this but it's all fine. Everyone has something or another and well this may very well be mine. I hope to explain it in a much more better manner in time.
I always have you on my mind my dear Jack. We have fun our way and I really appreciate it. I will be here for you.
ReplyDeletethere are no disabilities in my mind, just challenges
ReplyDeletepeace to you Jack
you will be fine my friend their are drugs that help conditions alot , if you eat well and walk and keep your mind and body occupied then you will be doing the right things.I do send out absent healing as i am a reiki healer with master certificut also i believe in reflexology too that helps re- balance the organs . I send you my love Rosie .
ReplyDeleteI refuse to label anyone..well at least I try. I like your attitude, it is not a disability, just a new challenge set before you. I'm glad you were able to trust us to let us know. We are here for you too!
ReplyDeleteReiki and neural stimulation and I am glad you are sharing this with us too.
ReplyDeleteMuch thanks to you and admiration for sharing. It's good to know that you trust the friendships you are blessed with and are building. You have a great postitive attitude. That will not only help you but it will also help all of us here for all have something spoken or unspoken that they are dealing with or may in the future.
ReplyDeleteThanks kindly my friend. Sharing what you did in no way changes how we write to each other . It is wonderful to feel the trust! You are you! Keep shining!
Good thoughts to you my friend, you are on my mind.
ReplyDeleteJack, you are too blessed to be stressing and I feel the same way as you do,I'm not disable,just because they say I am a diabetic.I don't claim it,just try to do what they say and get on with my life and thats living each day to the fullest.You gonna be just fine,Thanks for sharing and have yourself a super weekend.((9hugs)))
ReplyDeleteMy very best to you Jack... always!! :)
ReplyDeleteWe all have something in life that makes our lives interesting... that is just life...some problems you can see others you cant... but all have them...but be thankful we can gather together as a group and support one another in love...
ReplyDeleteNot a large concern as it's within it infancy, so I came out with it and where there is a will there is a way.
ReplyDeleteThis is all fine with me and I have known if for a few days Anna.
There is nothing different...
Exactly and this is within its infancy and treatable so I have no problems with it Danette.
ReplyDeleteMind you the weather could be different today :)
Peace to you as well Danette.
Rosie I know and I am not feeling down with this at all. I just thought that this was the time to mention
ReplyDeleteit and leave it at that. And besides all of this I am glad to finally come to some understanding of what
all has been happening. So I am fine and I thank you.
If you think you have a disability you do have a diability and that is the way I see it. So here I placed it out
ReplyDeleteand it's all fine. Danni as mentioned it's a cold wet day here and nothing stops me and I just love to write.
So I just wish to continue with all that has been dones and balance is the key with everything I believe.
So I love to write on here and that is all. I mean within the blog :)
I am setting up after one last appointment Monday a massage therapist and it's all good...
ReplyDelete(I did not say that for the sake of saying)....:)
Thank you Cheryl, so it's something that one does deal with but I am not the type of person to get all upset over this.
ReplyDeleteSo within friends I have said this and by choice one does decide whom they respect and trust.
Within my writes there is nothing different and it's not like this has been one year or two within it's stage.
So it's all fine :)
Jimi thank you...
ReplyDeleteThere you go Parrie and everything is treatable these days. But most of it's within the cognitive aspects of how we look at things.
ReplyDeleteThis is not cancer - so this is not terrible. Each day to the fullest within each of our ways we do bring about things.
I am not super rich nor very poor so I am fine with all and if you don't think about it then it's just not there.
If you would look at me, not being vain you would never even know.
Hugs there to the one that truly is very intelligent especially within how she writes.
Denise it's all good!
ReplyDeleteThat thought is really how I feel. So the way that I see it is that after this write we just go one as usual.
ReplyDeleteLife is what it is and imagine not knowing and having some of the conditions hitting you now that would
not be fair ball.
There is nothing stopping myself and I do enjoy this and sometimes I have found that it is hard to get around to everyone but
within all that there is worth and as well substance within all of this and the manner that we do this.
As well I do have aspirations as well as goals - but that is for another write in time :)
Well now, you're all washed up Jack. Here we were thinking you this superman, and you decide to go and have something. :)
ReplyDeleteNo, I can appreciate the thoughts you are having, and admire your ability to ignore the stranger that would have you admit to being something less than mortal. I can relate in many ways, no illness defines us, it only makes us more refined. What illness?
Love your attitude. Keep it up.
ReplyDeleteByron you hit it on the mark. No superman here at all just a regular person that blogs yet at the same time I enjoy this.
ReplyDeleteI am not mortal but then again I am defined in what and how I think. I don't know what an illness is as if I think within it
then I do have it, if I don't think on it - where is the illness. :) It's all as you said as a state of mind and perspective.
Like anyone else I certainly have had my ups and downs but it's the human factor and I am so glad that I have
ReplyDeleteposted this today. But I know Wulfie that you may have thought I was self centered but in no manner.
I go within a direction that exceeds and proceeds with a realistic understanding of my placement.
I thought I would mention that in a good manner.
Keep up a positive attitude and take good care of your health...eat healthy and think only positive thoughts.You'll be ok.Thumbs up !
ReplyDeleteI do and in no stretch of the imagination am I down with all this as it was something that I knew for a while but once again in no manner does nor will it stop me, but at the same time I am realistic.
ReplyDeleteWe lve you unconditionaly my friend no matter what okay.Disability is in the mind after all what does the word mean?No when you need a hug come here we will give it.Stay the wonderful person you are my friend.
ReplyDeleteHeidi, since the time that we first met I found you to be one that has a similar mindset.
ReplyDeleteOne will say he or she is fine and it's a contradiction but I am ok. I would have never came out with this
as I do value my privacy but yeah it was something that came about recently but I have one more
meet with a neurologist next week. And this is just something that from what I see is not that progressive.
I will know more - but now in the evenings I work through the pain as there are a few things that do happen
but I have seen people beat cancer and for myself this is not cancer but this is something different but
it's all within the attitude.
I will say it as earlier within my blogs I did indicate it and this is no hoax yet it's just what it is.
Disability or Ability. I render the ability of what I can do. It's always been my way and shall be.
Jack. Ty for being so forthright about this..... believe me, it changes NOTHING !!! You are still the beautiful person you were all along, and our friendship remains intact no matter what !!!
ReplyDeleteLike you said : "Everyone has something or another and well this may very well be mine."
None of us are perfect .... I have my hearing disability, you have this !
NO LABELS !!
No no labels and I know how I feel about this and Annette I am not feeling bad at all. As you say everyone has something or another and this is not death, it's just a small little thing. Nothing more nothing less as well as "love and light". :)
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