Ramble...

When you just say time out.  There are so many areas I love to write on.  As I mentioned tomorrow is this surgery and I will be up early in the morning - actually very early and I believe that we have all gone through something like this at times.

The most difficult time was in taking my father in.  I could tell he was nervous and I know at this point he hates hospitals and is very worried with his own mortality of what could go wrong.  I am sure that most would in his place.  I know that he is getting very tired of this all.  I often have asked myself why do these things happen.  As I was driving him in I knew that aside of his pride that he was very concerned.  For myself, I just leave it up to what ever happens.  I am at peace with my father.  We are not entirely alike, but you just realize much later how much a man has gone through.

Hmmm, not sure what I am really trying to say here but we all have those time and some have a prolonged situation with matters within family.  I guess I am getting at closure.  Don't get me wrong I love my father very much. 

He was and is a great man, but the amount of work that has been placed in him sometimes I just feel that it's in vain. The feeling is very mutual between many relatives as they know how much has been done, but it's not an ethical thing to desire or wish for the finality of a human being...

In some manner he is one of the most determined person I have ever met. Yet I know there are many others of the same likes.

 

Just my thoughts...