Action Speaks Louder than Words

I had rambled on. I do have a sister, which is so in need of help. There is the trickle up effect with those, which are of a meaning of which they do go forward. Myself as well.
There is nothing like one, which is, protected which gets in via the back door and the only manner of which she has is beyond me. I can't begin to explain it I just look beyond it but there is a time to understand when to there is a need to take action. As I again shall. And I have no reservations.

Over a duration of ten years and hospitalized with a fixation on myself. I don’t know how she gets away with it within a system as such. Maybe the folks protect her and I have never taken a picture of her, as it is abuse. I don’t speak much of abuse yet even with my cousin whom now is home and safe. She hates him as Delvin once listened to her and then spoke his mind. Along with so many other including my other cousins as well as others.

I know she is not well and she may never be well – but the manner of which she can turn from a Jekyl to Hyde and yet in her own mind thinks she is a saint. For the most part I have learned to turn her off. But it’s not an easy thing as she found out where I was working and it’s reminds me of when I needed to move for my own sake of well being.

This time I will not come close to having a nearly a mild stroke as I had before. I spent a good portion of my day speaking with the owner of this recording studio – he knew exactly how things of such can happen and ironically there is no advice except gets away.
My apologies to those whom may have been offended until you have been within the shoes of another – that is the time where you do find what things within family can do.

As I am not married to my sister but I will say that he is the most spoiled brat. With her health she can go so fast from one manner to another. Most often I find that it’s all within her own world of what she can do. I live in and within my own fashion. I don’t look to bring others down to do my life – we all have stressors. But when you have an antagonist as such the best merit is to make the right calls and make the right decisions.

I am not living my life to tend to the compounded situations within my family now – nor should I. Delvin now is at home which is nearly four hours from here and I listened part of the day to what brings on strokes or mini strokes. That shall not happen pertaining one of my siblings. In no way shape or form.

Over a prolonged duration it can or abuse as such regardless of where it comes from can have an impact on your own well being. I learned the hard way but this is coming to an end. Now as I don't have the time for it - nor would you.