It is What It Can Be...

Since my arrival here I have had a few things happen and I am sure that we all have went through them but for myself I find that the best thing is to abide in what I know within. Sometimes there is something that one could perpetuate to no end but tomorrow is a new day and this evening is a nice one as well. I find that if I make that choice on what can be and accept where things are right now. I know...deep within it's all going to work out alright. And I know very well that I have had my share of several things but I don't look at them in that sense. I see them as something that I am maturing with yet not getting old. Well, lets step back on that one, my legs are older now! smiling....

I trained and trained when I saw my health lost in my own family. And it was a training that I returned to and I probably genetically did not have the genes to run and train as much as I had. Back then I had this problem take place and when I arrived here I knew that it had to be fixed.

We don't know why certain things in life happen, one day your completely able to do everything and then at a certain time you find that you have aged and you have done all the good things for your health. But something just happens.

We all have that. And we all have lived through that. The marvel of life is that for each person we see or look up to in life - there has been various things that have happened in life.  I have done my lot with aiding other people and after today's date as I write here this evening I know I will head off to bed when I deem it fit, and tomorrow I will be out and I will be having one meeting and aside of all that - the sun still does shine.

Do I miss summer, last year I did not have this pain, or I should say I did, but I had it fixed and of to the gym I went.  I was talking to someone offline this evening that was down as there are many things that are going on in life. And what came to mind is what makes one happy? What is the joy that is brought to a person? Joy is so many things, even in times that one is going thought something they everyone and anyone can tell them what they should do, but they know deep within what the answer is.  And then they take action.

I realize that I have not been active, but I realize where my placement is.  So I could think that glass if half full or half empty.  The most important thing I believe is that we all are HUMAN BEINGS. Sometimes I think that we tend to forget that. Not all but some. I find that the best comes out of me when there is something happening. Or perhaps I mean I find the resolve in a manner that is I can relevant to myself.  As far as pain. I leave the pain aside and understand when this hits what I can do and what I can’t and to be honest with you I have been living with it since last January. So a few weeks, and other things that have taken place I do know how to handle it. But I do know one thing – we all at a certain age go through something. So I am not the only one. Most importantly is that we get past it. So my compass has changed for the next one to two weeks. 

I have reached out within my day and I have retrieved...I know that I write in an authentic manner, and I know there is just an image there, but there is a real person here behind a keyboard that is not some waki daki. I am not bragging, I just know that I do write in a very authentic manner in my own values.  Give me some time and lets see what takes place with pictures, but whom we are and our image only makes up for one fraction of whom we are.

But just like you, I enjoy taking that last look at the sky at night.