Showing posts with label cancer. Show all posts
Showing posts with label cancer. Show all posts

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Time for Some Self Acceptance

I am not sure how many were on my y360 blog however that all being said I have had some unfortunate news. And I don't write for the sake of just writing. A few things have taken place and some may know that I had put many things of my life on hold when my father was hit with Cancer. The first one was back some six years ago and since then he has had a return of it.

I just got the news at supper time and I am not sure what all is involved however this is the first time that I am not in the same city as my mother is tending to things. Apparently he goes back in tomorrow and all I can say is that it is not somthing unexpected - not sure what to say with regards to it to be entirely honest with you.  I am reserve with many things in comparison to what was in Y360.

Now that I am here in a new city the one thing that I do hope is that he lasts this one out again. He goes into the Cancer clinic tomorrow and I certainly hope that he is alright. This man my father has been one that I cared for and know so many doctors that at a certain point there was a reliancy on me.

But we always do the best for our own folks as they did thier best for us. I am hoping a great man/father does not anguish.  And I really hope that my mother is alright. It's something that I could write endlessly on however all that I desire is for the best to be.

I never jump to conclusions on this as I have attended to him in the past and seen everthing take place and all that I hope is that there is some manner in which it all works out. And how that is I certainly have no ability to attend to know and all that I can hope is for the best as I have done before.

"Acceptance is the Key for the things we have no control over" `jgs < I have lived my this quote of mine ever since I came back from United States to Canada during my father's first hit with Stage 4 Non Hodgkins Cancer.