Friday, June 5, 2009

Picture Perfect ~ the letter B

The letter B has so much that one could share, for myself buildings and the architecture seem to be something within B. There are literally so many pictures I would love to share within this from the lens that I have used but I know that within this group it’s less of the words and more within the pictures. These are my submissions....

( I love this photographic group )

 

The first is a building the second is a bond made while doing photography, and the last one is from a place just the other day I went to called Beaver Creek.

 

 

Looking Forward and Ahead (34) Seeing Things From a New Angle (3) Beaver Creek Conservation Area (21)

Thursday, June 4, 2009

A Question if I May

The way that I have always blogged is in a manner that I write to others as well as write on my own. That creative flow is just not there with this.

If you have any other recommended blog site I would appreciate your mention, I am really not in the flow with this one and I really loved to write and this is one that I would keep but I do wish to have another that I feel comfortable with.

Do you have any recommendations?

It's Nearly the Weekend

Leverage....hmmm

Leverage to me is that ability to think past an beyond the moment certainly there are time in which one has a reaction to something but I believe is you play your cards straight then one is doing alright. I guess it has something that goes along with being consistent in what you believe and value.

Keeping a level head while carrying on with life.

What Would YOU Do?

I am literally pissed off. This old friend of mine that I decided to move to Edmonton with at a time in which I was just starting my own life, I had a call with after leaving the hospital today.

I by way of a friend in an orderly manner tried to get my belongings back, I had left off with the understanding that we both came to agreements. I don’t trust some people that much and with Gary. He got to be accepted in to an area that is similar to air traffic controlling. I have placed him off my phone and so on and today I called him as I am not sure where and what took place between another friend of mine in order to get my clothes and my desk and so on all back to me.

I had sent him long ago keys to the house as well as everything that he needed and I know at this time I am not sure what he has done to it. I am waiting for a call from a friend of mine that decided to go in and get my belongings and then I would arrange for my things to be sent to me. All being said I have been left out of the ball park and I decided in a manner to see where there where at – Pat was off for the day and so I called directly to Gary. I greeted him with a “hello how are you doing”, and you could see that he once again was drinking on a day of. So I left it be and told him that I would call him back later at a better time. Well he went livid and then hung up the phone.

I have over $ 4,000.00 dollars of my belongings there and if you were in my place what would you do?  I thought by now at this time that all things would have been arranged and would have been compliant but I have no clue as to where he is at – accept that he was going to be going through a divorce, during the time I walked into this situation and I do wish I would have not moved in with him and thereafter taken of a house, I am clear of the house but I am not sure if I should place a lean on the house as all my clothes are there, from things that go way back for me as well as commodities that are precious.

I really do have a question for each and everyone as I left there with a discussion with him and all was well. But what came out of it was entirely different. I wish to get my things back but at the same time I don’t want it to come to being something very immature – as in a fight. Gary seemed to become a very angry man during his walk out of his wife and child. I walked into a situation and there after I knew that with all that he was doing was not the same person I once knew.

Do I just leave it be? Or what would you do to get your belongings back as I have medical matters at hand and I am really on my own with this one.I am literally pissed off. This old friend of mine that I decided to move to Edmonton with at a time in which I was just starting my own life, I had a call with after leaving the hospital today.

I bye way of a friend in an orderly manner tried to get my belongings back, I had left off with the understanding that we both came to agreements. I don’t trust some people that much and with Gary. He got to be accepted in to an area that is similar to air traffic controlling. I have placed him off my phone and so on and today I called him as I am not sure where and what took place between another friend of mine in order to get my clothes and my desk and so on all back to me.

I had sent him long ago keys to the house as well as everything that he needed and I know at this time I am not sure what he has done to it. I am waiting for a call from a friend of mine that decided to go in and get my belongings and then I would arrange for my things to be sent to me. All being said I have been left out of the ball park and I decided in a manner to see where there where at – Pat was off for the day and so I called directly to Gary. I greeted him with a “hello how are you doing”, and you could see that he once again was drinking on a day of. So I left it be and told him that I would call him back later at a better time. Well he went livid and then hung up the phone.

I have over $ 4,000.00 dollars of my belongings there and if you were in my place what would you do?  I thought by now at this time that all things would have been arranged and would have been compliant but I have no clue as to where he is at – accept that he was going to be going through a divorce, during the time I walked into this situation and I do wish I would have not moved in with him and thereafter taken of a house, I am clear of the house but I am not sure if I should place a lean on the house as all my clothes are there, from things that go way back for me as well as commodities that are precious.

I really do have a question for each and everyone as I left there with a discussion with him and all was well. But what came out of it was entirely different. I wish to get my things back but at the same time I don’t want it to come to being something very immature – as in a fight. Gary seemed to become a very angry man during his walk out of his wife and child. I walked into a situation and there after I knew that with all that he was doing was not the same person I once knew.

Do I just leave it be? Or what would you do to get your belongings back as I have medical matters at hand and I am really on my own with this one. I called on of two friends that while I was heading South today and just arriving in I really know that this is something that I have no one to figure this one out with - maybe I should leave it all be and all my clothes and belonging I will just forget about.

In calling the guy, it nothing had changed and you could hear the anger in his voice, so I just told him that "Gary for today I will leave this be take care", he hung up before I finished off. One side of me says place a lien on the house the other says that he is a friend that I have know since I was 17. But it's time for Jack to think about what is most important to himself - me that is.

I have all my clothes there, two desks bought new, one couch as well as improvements that I made that needless to say I did not  have to do at the time. So if you factor all things in what would you do?

Note he is six hours away from me...In some ways I literally with all that has happened could and would kick his ass. But at this age you don't do things in that way.

I look forward - I do to your own independant recommendations of what you would do in such a case as I called one good friend and he is here in the same city and works within corrections and well he is married and ironically he has prevailed with his wife and children.

A long story short I moved as I was amidst a old friend that became a drunk I know this goes with divorce sometimes - but I was the one he wanted near him as he thought that I was there to fix his problems, and I choose to stay out of the situation. I have never wrote this but after most all things have been done now with the house, he seemingly seems to be the same. However that all being said, he has much of my belongings in a city that has gone into a large recession, as for him, I don't care where or what happens - but I do have valuables that are there.

 

I sincerely do wish to get your own viewpoints on this....

 

 

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Excursons of Plenty




We all have our own excursions.


I like most of you am living my life in a manner whereby I am in the midst of setting down my own placement and within the lens it’s something that I find to be holistic as well very grand.

I know that there are people that are more focused on things that are with regard to their own societies that I applaud.

For myself this was a day that was a mediation of a format of ease and comfort as I too regard those values that are embedded within my own self.

Yet I look at life from a setting that is suited for myself. I am neither one nor two people or three I am one whole.

Thought For the Day

How a person masters their fate is more important than fate itself…

 

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

An Enjoyable Tuesday...

My weekends and week days have been so mixed up with all that has been taking place that I did not want to go down the same path as I found myself in just a while ago with medical matters.

I have been sticking to my areas that made the choice to dedicate things with. Today I had one meeting thereafter I headed to the gym and then I decided not to head to the hospital as there are a few other there now and I headed out to a place called Beaver Creek.

When I first moved back here I went out there as I was so excited about being back, and I wanted to return to it when it was lush. It's not as lush as it will come to be but I found it very interesting to see it now at this time. As well it was that time out from the past couple of days. Seems that I am going in circles with family matters but I find that time out was good. It was most interesting to learn that there is a duplicate of this place and all in all I really did my own trail today.

So to be honest I am glad that the last few days are now over and I know where my cadence is with all that is taking place. I am not sure about you but when I arrived home I several phone calls that I just reviewed them all and then just deleted them, as I did not really want to be so involved with all that is going on right now.

I enjoyed the day as now it's that time of year where so much can be done and enjoy - outside. As far as family matters I place it where it needs to be and enjoy my own time or shall I say at this time.

Ironically I thought that the birds would be out as they were in the winter, but to the contrary they were all busy feeding on berries and the things that are provided by nature. After this I head down to an Esso station that had a restaurant connected to it and I took in a cheeseburger and fries - and as well with a diet Pepsi. Thereafter I headed home and it was a day that was just for the taking as this is that time of year where it really does shine and I am feeling really good with all things. I just wish for it to continue and with regards to my mother - there are others that can pick up some of the slack for a while. I don't feel guilty in saying that as I do need my own breather within all of this and that is that.

Oh yeah I don't know but Esso is the same as Exxon. I don't know why it was never changed to Exxon in Canada but they are the same two companies.

So hopefully it can continue to be a flow and there are no alterations within this.