Now I have been missing out here - has there been an announcement of closing by Multiply?

A Great weekend to all. Don't we still do have luxuries - which some human beings don't.

Syria Shivers in the Heat

Not recently, no it has been an ongoing situation.  Which one would think that there is some measures, which are taken concerning a situation before it goes too far.  It's been ongoing for some time now.  You would think that before another "situation" occurs or within it's infancy that there would have been a united measures taken within a means and ways within an assembly.

Nations working together seems not an option right now.  Yes, there are different thoughts that go with this genocide within Syria.  I am not sure that we have really yet learned that to nip some things within the bud before they get way out there.  Diplomacy can last only so long - and meanwhile a society that feels that the world has turned a blind eye on goes through the struggles due to more than likely indifference.

There is no justice served within this one.  If I recall correctly, we learned from the past.  Yet, here again we have left a society of people which might not be planted right next door.  Yet that is not understood that it's correct to do nothing when it's obvious where things are going.

Meanwhile children and women are slaughtered, raped each, and everyday.  Let’s see if Russia now takes the lead and comes to ratify and shift the power to its own accord.  When does a human life mean more than politics? Maybe we all will turn a blind eye and thereafter come to understand that if only there was a cut to the chase – there wouldn’t have been the amount of bloodshed.

Right now Putin is seizing an opportunity at the cost of thousands of civilians whom merely wish to live within peace.

 

A Day it Was - Sent to contacts and Friends...

Today I was Stunned

Now I have come to an understanding – maybe which takes a little time I would suppose.  There have been a few whom have tried to aid within creating a relationship within between my father and myself.  To relinquish some relationship between my father and myself.  I never thought I would look at my father as a lesser man.  Yet on this day for one that was entirely about integrity and one of my best friends, it comes apparent to me that there are two faces to the man.  One good friend here from within this town came to meet my father.  In the beginning of this process of getting off a stress medication – you would think that the man would understand before he comes to his own end within life that he would wish to relinquish a relationship between him and myself. From my friend whom had called him yesterday, as his desire was to see that that there was some relinquishing between a father and a son.  Lorne showing his good side was all for speaking with myself.  Yet that would never come to be.  Ironic and very trying to say the least.  Good old Lorne had placed on a different side of face if you will.  I was pleased to see this as I have been ready for a mature angle of all this of forgive and forget. Then while a visit to my family doctor whom as well has met Lorne within very trying times of one year ago – which placed myself in a situation where I was fighting my own battles with in trying to come off a high dose of a medication used for stress called clonazepam.  Lorne never took the time to consider what I was going through.  I assume it was due to a vascular dementia of a minor.  Dr. Dr. “B” one whom is a tremendous doctor – new that within the manner that I was living there would be no manner which I could get off a high dosage until I was placed within some home care.  That within it self is a different matter.

Again as of today at a time, where Lyall thought there was a great opportunity to relinquish some normality.  Dr. Dr. “B” had given Lorne a call for now what is probably the fourth time if not more.  I was sitting there while Dr. “B” called over to my folks.  First, my sister had picked up the phone as she lives there with them.  Dr. "B", knew all to well with the situation with my older sister (that is one, which goes without saying) and then there realization was that Lorne has not changed his tune.  As I listened into the conversation – it was disheartening to see a father whom has a hate on for myself.  After the conversation, Dr. “B” had said that it would be best that I just stay away from any visitations to the family.  I questioned if it was due to vascular dementia – my doctor whom had met Lorne indicated that it’s to the contrary and for a professional who has an etiquette and mannerism.  He mentioned that aside of all concerns pertaining with my mother – my father is full aware of what he is doing and don’t count on anything from a man that has a Jekyll & Hyde side to him.  Neither of these men had seen anything like the vengeance and bad will and made up areas on his son – which is I.  The term came up now by more than two people – Asshole.

My father had made up stories while I listened of how the police within Saskatoon had made an order that I never make a visitation.  Which when called and as well within just a few months ago, I had my federal security clearance renewed.  So on this day I don’t have any family.  Within her plight, my mother has called me at times and there is not one think I can do for her.  In some manner, my father and sister are reliant on my mother – they see her as the be all and end all.  It’s time to just accept this and stay true within my own ideals.  Certainly, a person has an array of feelings yet I again have to let this go.  I don’t know anyone that has gone through and ordeal as such.  Yet it’s probably one of the worst things, which I shall accept within my life.  I am sending this to friends/contact as I have more things, which are more stressing, and as well, a let down – but my determination is within tomorrow as this too shall pass not within the means of that of which I had thought but I believe within where there is a will there is a way.

My goals are not ideals and I shall not look pleasantly back on this time, but I shall go forth within my life.

(I have wrote this to those of my contacts and friends)

 

Challenges - Happy 1st of August!

Challenges do happen within all things. Within the creation as well as within the depths of each of our own souls. There are good challenges as well as those which may take the wind out of you. Yet what I have found at this time within life is that it's all within the spectrum of whom we are what we are and those areas which we place significant. Freedom is within an areas of abundance as is the merits of what we do (yes) for ourselves. To render the merit of what has meaning and is gratifying is apart of the human condition. A wishper within the one's own thoughts of those which are introverted or extroverted. We are not all the same and that is what the gift of life is within abundance. Time evolves - yet time really has no meaning when it comes down to onself. I have am not one nor two people or three. The countless times of areas which one feels there is an injustice or that life is not treating them within the manner that they seek. Yes, I to am a human being within all areas within life temper the drama, know what is right. What I have found within the manner of what is right which is life is that of not to judge a person regardless of merit or creed. Judge the character and just let it be. There are things in life which can go wrong, yet the value within life is to be honest within ones own soul. Thereafter the challenges are that of opportune.

I have had struggles within the past. That's not to say that life is perfect. Harmony within an array of things from the sounds nature to the smiles which colide. Sieze the challenge and understand the moment. Life is not within just a simplicity. Yet simplicity or the manner that we regard each and every challenge within life despite age as it's merely a number is that of a self cognitive of which to factor in - or factor out.

Most of all within challenges, they are merely a sidestep within the harmony of what each and ever person is - which constantly evolves - and Harmony starts within ones self. We don't have rebirths - we do have natural human characteristics. Those which are of that I have found all come at any given time within one's life's journey.

Let the melodies of life exist. To not afford it is a devoid of natural grace.

 

A pleasant 1st of August those which are Friends!