It's been a While

I have not been on here for that matter I have not been online much at all. The weather here has been off an on and I decided to take a break from social networks. I don't wish to say that much as I know from all the pm's what is available. Again I am not sure as to what I wish to write. I loved to write on many things yet I hope those of you are doing well.

I leave you with that as the writing and reading portion of this is rather redundant. Yet I will leave you with this. This world has come to be a mecca of many things many ideals. I have always been one to be a moderate and if it shall be that I end up with a loss of some good friends. I think this does have something to be said pertaining to the moral code of ethics of friendships within a social network. I would tend to think not. Yet nothing now does amaze me.

Yet on a Sunday I do wish to leave you with this one song. There is a an amazing grace of Sade's music. Hence I do perhaps share it within a "empty" blog.

Yet I bid those of you a good eve from all corners of the world.

Peace, Jack

 

 

 

 

 

What Comes Next ?

Why on earth would the American government announce that they are introducing a new surveillance system between Canada and the United States?  Is it protectionism on a grand level done by the governments in power?  Next, there is a secondary bridge in Michigan which of recent was reneged from the American side, as they don’t have the money nor the resources to support it.  Canada decided to foot the entire bill. From Europe, the leader of the Germany came to Canada with the mandate of creating a free trade agreement.  Canada has never waivered within the recent two years.  Of recent not within the people but within the government of America there is much to be considered.

There things within America that truly do amaze me.  Within the last week, I saw history not within the making.  I have always been discreet with my views yet America at large might very well be going down a very narrow line.  Not one country can stand alone within these economic times.  Yet during this American Campaign, progress and disregard do seem to take a back seat. The America which I knew was one that yes was proud yet never failed to see where the good alliances where in any part of the world.

Perhaps Canada is taking on that step now. Whereas in the past Canada had always regarded many factors.

http://news.nationalpost.com/2012/08/15/u-s-suggests-drones-underground-sensors-to-beef-up-surveillance-along-canadian-border/

I am here.

I just arrived from another trip. I have had some alterations with my health of recent. I never mentioned this yet many there are some which have thought I have gone. I never left yet there have been some rather trying times of recent. As well, I have to format this computer or get another.

I have a tedious job of either formatting this laptop or buying a new one. The last time I had did this with this laptop I failed to do a few installations. Which leads me to indicated that I am hoping that within this week I shall be able to do that. Now there have been some which have thought that I had intentions of not going to blogger. Frankly what is first and paramount to me is to either get the laptop properly and make way with it after I do the proper format and then reinstallation.

When that is done than I will be able to post in here and as well make a choice as to what I wish to do. Yet it has gotten very depressing when open this up and read the posts as well as some which for what ever reasons have come to some conclusion with this other site.

Right now for myself I do know that I will need to format this laptop....or get another laptop. Till that time I am not able to make that choice nor do a back up and then pursue another blog. I would kindly hope that you do understand.

Two weeks ago this did come as a very large surprise. And I am working things out as best that I can. I would hope that there are some that understand that I am not in the position for any transfer to another blogsite.

 

 

For some reason many think I have joined some new blog. For that matter I have not been on here - yet a little repetitive - have a great week ahead. It's been a luxury to be afforded friendships on here. As many believe that I am within another blog. I thought that was worth mentioning as "To each their Own". Again a great week ahead.

Wishing all a great weekend...

How many are still on here may I ask?

It's actually nice to have some space.... :)

~ It is what it is ~

To Afford Unity & Choice Starts with Trust

INITIATIVE STAIN

I have worked within theory what I found was that within my own blogging experience was that there was a discrete nature to all of this once everything was set up for me.  I would hope that most know I will not be looking for a place, which takes away ones privacy.  I literally took this afternoon to look at the pros and cons. I would hope that there is not a judgment as to where I am resided.  That would be the last area, which I wish.  Yet there is good control and bad control.  I learned back a long time ago that there is a large difference to this word we call control.  Everyone from what I understand does wish to have nearly the same areas, which Multiply has afforded.  I myself do wish for the same.  Within a manner of blogging we all have blocked people and choose our friends in accord to what WE felt appropriate.  The ideal situation is to afford each persons there own right to blog as they feel appropriate.  Everyone does have there own means and ways.  I don’t wish to have any sites posted on my site as of yet but this might be the time to trust.  One assumption would be that everyone wishes to be within control.

Imagine this for a moment.  Nearly everything that you have posted has been observed and seen by way of Multiply.  What I found years ago what that it took a combination of a few to afford everyone what was seen as the most appropriate.  From what I have gathered is that this has always been paramount.  What it comes down to is a combination of many things.  If you do afford me one week,  I assure you I will have several sites, which with the aid and assistance of some friends whom do know what they are doing – there will be something productive.  I am not looking to gain anything from it.  The merit is within allowing freedom within all realms without a nuisance.  That my friends is not an easy one – yet I assure you that there will be something afforded to you.

If you sign underneath, I promise you not just by way of myself – but in concert with several people, there shall be a site or a few sites from which we can all make a vote on.  If I obtain at least 100, names placed on here.  The goal here is to do better or at best afford you what we all had within the infancy of multiply yet something new.  I guess that does take trust.  As well, if you can mention by your nickname – in brief the five things, which you find most important to you.

I can only assure you an understanding of what each person desires.  That has been pinnacle within my online experience as well as in building systems.  The choice is yours.

Sincerely,

Jack

 

* this does take some trust.

 

To Be Alarmed out Not

I remember when this all happened with Y360 - that is the closing up of a blog. Everyone went within there own directions and all that I know. That there shall be a need of trust. We all have friends which we have enjoyed writing along with.

The interaction of people within writes have always been enjoyable. There are many things to consider. I would guess this may take a little trust.

I know this is brief but for myself I have always blogged on here and I am not much into having several blogs as I don't. So within good time I shall send friends a message you but I don't keep other things running on here and I think this shall take a little timing but I am not going to rush into another blog.

I think that is the best manner I can write it. Frankly I don't know how one shall go about this.....yet it can be done.

 

 

 

Now I have been missing out here - has there been an announcement of closing by Multiply?

A Great weekend to all. Don't we still do have luxuries - which some human beings don't.

Syria Shivers in the Heat

Not recently, no it has been an ongoing situation.  Which one would think that there is some measures, which are taken concerning a situation before it goes too far.  It's been ongoing for some time now.  You would think that before another "situation" occurs or within it's infancy that there would have been a united measures taken within a means and ways within an assembly.

Nations working together seems not an option right now.  Yes, there are different thoughts that go with this genocide within Syria.  I am not sure that we have really yet learned that to nip some things within the bud before they get way out there.  Diplomacy can last only so long - and meanwhile a society that feels that the world has turned a blind eye on goes through the struggles due to more than likely indifference.

There is no justice served within this one.  If I recall correctly, we learned from the past.  Yet, here again we have left a society of people which might not be planted right next door.  Yet that is not understood that it's correct to do nothing when it's obvious where things are going.

Meanwhile children and women are slaughtered, raped each, and everyday.  Let’s see if Russia now takes the lead and comes to ratify and shift the power to its own accord.  When does a human life mean more than politics? Maybe we all will turn a blind eye and thereafter come to understand that if only there was a cut to the chase – there wouldn’t have been the amount of bloodshed.

Right now Putin is seizing an opportunity at the cost of thousands of civilians whom merely wish to live within peace.

 

A Day it Was - Sent to contacts and Friends...

Today I was Stunned

Now I have come to an understanding – maybe which takes a little time I would suppose.  There have been a few whom have tried to aid within creating a relationship within between my father and myself.  To relinquish some relationship between my father and myself.  I never thought I would look at my father as a lesser man.  Yet on this day for one that was entirely about integrity and one of my best friends, it comes apparent to me that there are two faces to the man.  One good friend here from within this town came to meet my father.  In the beginning of this process of getting off a stress medication – you would think that the man would understand before he comes to his own end within life that he would wish to relinquish a relationship between him and myself. From my friend whom had called him yesterday, as his desire was to see that that there was some relinquishing between a father and a son.  Lorne showing his good side was all for speaking with myself.  Yet that would never come to be.  Ironic and very trying to say the least.  Good old Lorne had placed on a different side of face if you will.  I was pleased to see this as I have been ready for a mature angle of all this of forgive and forget. Then while a visit to my family doctor whom as well has met Lorne within very trying times of one year ago – which placed myself in a situation where I was fighting my own battles with in trying to come off a high dose of a medication used for stress called clonazepam.  Lorne never took the time to consider what I was going through.  I assume it was due to a vascular dementia of a minor.  Dr. Dr. “B” one whom is a tremendous doctor – new that within the manner that I was living there would be no manner which I could get off a high dosage until I was placed within some home care.  That within it self is a different matter.

Again as of today at a time, where Lyall thought there was a great opportunity to relinquish some normality.  Dr. Dr. “B” had given Lorne a call for now what is probably the fourth time if not more.  I was sitting there while Dr. “B” called over to my folks.  First, my sister had picked up the phone as she lives there with them.  Dr. "B", knew all to well with the situation with my older sister (that is one, which goes without saying) and then there realization was that Lorne has not changed his tune.  As I listened into the conversation – it was disheartening to see a father whom has a hate on for myself.  After the conversation, Dr. “B” had said that it would be best that I just stay away from any visitations to the family.  I questioned if it was due to vascular dementia – my doctor whom had met Lorne indicated that it’s to the contrary and for a professional who has an etiquette and mannerism.  He mentioned that aside of all concerns pertaining with my mother – my father is full aware of what he is doing and don’t count on anything from a man that has a Jekyll & Hyde side to him.  Neither of these men had seen anything like the vengeance and bad will and made up areas on his son – which is I.  The term came up now by more than two people – Asshole.

My father had made up stories while I listened of how the police within Saskatoon had made an order that I never make a visitation.  Which when called and as well within just a few months ago, I had my federal security clearance renewed.  So on this day I don’t have any family.  Within her plight, my mother has called me at times and there is not one think I can do for her.  In some manner, my father and sister are reliant on my mother – they see her as the be all and end all.  It’s time to just accept this and stay true within my own ideals.  Certainly, a person has an array of feelings yet I again have to let this go.  I don’t know anyone that has gone through and ordeal as such.  Yet it’s probably one of the worst things, which I shall accept within my life.  I am sending this to friends/contact as I have more things, which are more stressing, and as well, a let down – but my determination is within tomorrow as this too shall pass not within the means of that of which I had thought but I believe within where there is a will there is a way.

My goals are not ideals and I shall not look pleasantly back on this time, but I shall go forth within my life.

(I have wrote this to those of my contacts and friends)

 

Challenges - Happy 1st of August!

Challenges do happen within all things. Within the creation as well as within the depths of each of our own souls. There are good challenges as well as those which may take the wind out of you. Yet what I have found at this time within life is that it's all within the spectrum of whom we are what we are and those areas which we place significant. Freedom is within an areas of abundance as is the merits of what we do (yes) for ourselves. To render the merit of what has meaning and is gratifying is apart of the human condition. A wishper within the one's own thoughts of those which are introverted or extroverted. We are not all the same and that is what the gift of life is within abundance. Time evolves - yet time really has no meaning when it comes down to onself. I have am not one nor two people or three. The countless times of areas which one feels there is an injustice or that life is not treating them within the manner that they seek. Yes, I to am a human being within all areas within life temper the drama, know what is right. What I have found within the manner of what is right which is life is that of not to judge a person regardless of merit or creed. Judge the character and just let it be. There are things in life which can go wrong, yet the value within life is to be honest within ones own soul. Thereafter the challenges are that of opportune.

I have had struggles within the past. That's not to say that life is perfect. Harmony within an array of things from the sounds nature to the smiles which colide. Sieze the challenge and understand the moment. Life is not within just a simplicity. Yet simplicity or the manner that we regard each and every challenge within life despite age as it's merely a number is that of a self cognitive of which to factor in - or factor out.

Most of all within challenges, they are merely a sidestep within the harmony of what each and ever person is - which constantly evolves - and Harmony starts within ones self. We don't have rebirths - we do have natural human characteristics. Those which are of that I have found all come at any given time within one's life's journey.

Let the melodies of life exist. To not afford it is a devoid of natural grace.

 

A pleasant 1st of August those which are Friends!